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2006-07-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

ok.... now that some of my friends has asked me about why haven i blog for so long.. the reason is i don't know what to write haha...

yesterday went out with my friends and this is the first time i get to go out with them... gals.. it is fun to go out with you.. next time we shall go out more together if i had the chance haha... we chatted a lot of stuff and get to know more about them...

2006-03-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

haven been blog for quite a long time.. either im lazy, busy or nth to say haha.. gonna start sch soon... im posted to republic poly. diploma in supply chain management.. i jux bought my laptop as it is needa in sch, at las ive gt my own laptop so happy.. but mah monitor isnt good there's one small dot on the screen and mah bro says it is the lcd thingy. heart pain.. not happy with it.. i did not get a perfectly alright laptop darn~! bro says once i bring it home i can do nothing to it unless im willing to spend 250 for repair cuz the warranty did not include the lcd screen idiot~~ oh well nevermind as long as i gt a laptop to use now it alright~ wait till i gt money i can buy what ever i wan haha~~

2005-12-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

I M BACK~!! HAHAHA~~
din update mah blog such a long time le =D

everyday stay at home so borin going to find job soon haha..

2005-09-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO~~!!! PRELIM IS OVER hahaha..... BUT~ tat means tat O lvl is coming soon AAHHHH~~!!!!! hahahaha....

2005-09-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

WooHoo... yang cheng lin's albu out AT LAST haha... saving up money to buy her album cuz i wanna see the e mo zai shen bian thing and her song SUPER NICE worth buying hahha... u all mux listen to her song realli veri nice hahha....

2005-09-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

among the four designs above which one is most nicest one?? ^_^

2005-09-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

Choice Number 1

Choice Number 2

Choice Number 3

Choice Number4

Above the four earrings which one do u think is the nicest??
Pls do tell me leave msg at the tag haha... thnks.. =)

2005-09-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

OMG~~!!! all the earrings below so beautiful n nice how i wish i could have it... but i cant find it anywhere =( BBOOO~~ all those are found frm taiwan yahoo auction web...
SAD

2005-09-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

2005-09-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

so damm happy haha... channel U gonna telecast wang zi bian qing wa soon.... this show is so damm nice to watch lor... ppl who read mah blog U ALL MUST GO WATCH THIS SHOW by 183 club ming dao and cheng qiao en hahahha... =P

2005-09-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

looking thru the taiwan's yahoo auction den found a lot of naval stud king of earrings so nice... i wanna buy but i cant find in spore BBOOO~~~~ =(

hahaa...

2005-08-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

mah brother jux changed the internet into wireless and the internet connections SUX AAHHH~~~!!!!

i cant stand it HELP~~!!!

hahaahaha~~~~

2005-08-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

been such a long time... too lazy to blog haha... cousin went bek to holland last thursday... haha... din went to sent her off... hehe...

ytd had mah oral.. im the first one sia... so damm scary and nervous hope i did not too bad la haha... gimme pass i very happy le.. haha =) and i have ta retake mah chinese O lvl haha... i knew i had done badly for this paper.. as i said this is the worst chinese paper i ever take haha... i've gt a c5 haix...

haix... mah dear aiai had jux broke up with her boyfriend... because of the STUPID reason again...
y ppl always break up with they gal or boyfrend because they had the different religion... and its always christian who wanna broke up with their the partner... it is worth it... as if u truly love the person u wouldnt mind abt which religion are they from jux like whether u are from a poor or rich family or frm a real good family plus real bad family... if u truly love him or her... nth can stop u both frm being together.... tatz so not worth it... forget it lets not tok it anymore it will jux make me more fuming... cuz this is the MOST STUPIDEST reason... and tatz y im quite anti-christ la cant blame....

2005-07-31T16:17:00.000+08:00

ytd wenta mah second aunt hse meet mah cousin took cab rush dwn to tiang bahru plaza cuz meet bell to go for a free slimming session in the end the session thing only allows 18 and above ppl to go waste mah money to take cab haha...

shop ard at there while waiting for bell... after tat ate at the kopitiam cuz hungry ahaha.. we took train to orchard n shop... bought a abercrombie pink tops at far east... shop at far east for abt 1-2 hours bah couldnt rmb clearly hahaha.. den we walked to hereen and wenta marche eat our dinner... first time go there eat haha.. =x

later on walk out of hereen saw zach, mark, kim,.... and others at nydc it was zach's bdae haha.. mark told me on fri and i forget abt it the next day haha... brother joined us later on and we wenta cinne and shop ard... till 10.30 we sent mah cousin to somerset mrt station there and she took the train herself bek to third aunt hse she couldnt stay outside too late la... cuz the hse owner isnt those who stay up late kind haha.. den we three walked bek to cinne again... and mah brother wenta ramen suki there and ate his dinner/supper... bell ordered hot sake and me took a few slips hehe... nice nice =x... sat there till 12 lidat and took bus 14 home.. reached home was abt 1am so damm tired sia haha...

2005-07-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

ytd after sch went home... mom call so i went down to marina n meet her and mah cousin... while walking to the marina food court i saw the howard frm an eye for a girl haha.. he is so cute =x den shop ard marina for a while... bought a hair accessories... den wen to bugis village there shop till 9 plus and took bus to orchard walk till 11 and take mrt to mah aunt hse which is at the novena there.... bought two pairs of earrings at the bugis there so happy... haha gt to buy the things i wan :p but i still cant find the naval stud kind of earrings sad haha...

going to the zpop with ah hua later meeting her at the city hall mrt station there at 3.30pm.. go see derrick whaha.... =x

2005-07-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

so damm nice cant wait for the next episode haha... =p

2005-07-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

2005-07-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

watching a taiwan idol drama show call er mo zai sheng bian

by: he jun xiang, yang cheng ling & wang chuang yi....

a very funny & nice show haha....

BAD

2005-07-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh~~!!! mah brother had re-format the comp and all mah stuff are GONE~~~ mah pics, mah song, mah shows,... ALL STUFF~~ GONE~~~ BOOooo........ this is real real real bad~~~ i cant rmb did i save up all mah 'impt' stuff not haix... bad bad bad.... boooooo......

2005-07-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

i think i might fail mah O level chinese listening compre... cuz someone screw up~~!! thanks a lot... one moment i was still chit chatting happily with mah fren one moment i totally balnk out... should i put the blame on you or not.. y do u chose to come bek on friday??? cant u come bek n collect ur cert some other day but not on mah o lvl day???? i thought i had already get over but when i saw u.... i really couldnt contrl mahself anymore.. its jux SUX~~!!!! after seeing you i dreamt of U really thanks a lot man.... should i hate u????

BUT FOR NOW I HATE U FOR CHOOSING THE FRIDAY COMING BEK TO SCH~~!!!

2005-07-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

saturday afternoon wenta airport to fetched mah cousin... waited for an hour at there.... den all of them took car but mah cousin took mrt with mah mom and sec aunt and me cuz the car is full haha... reached novena square and wenta hans' there cuz mama wanna drink coffee and eat cake... so seated there for a while and walked to mah third aunt hse cuz cousin staying there.... me and mah mom stay overnight at there and i have ta bring mah tuition stuff there... booo.... that makes mah bad so damm heavy haha.. oh ya and mah cousin pass me the charmed organiser book.. but is more of agenda book.. and in the book are all dutch which i cant read it -_-||| hahha.... the book is very nice and i think i wun use it i will keep it as a collection... =)

sunday morning leave da hse took bus 56 and went for tuition.... and i almost fall aslp during the lesson was so damm tired... after tat walked to bugis there cuz i wanna find earrings... and wenta kino for a while and mom called so no choice have ta get bek to aunt's hse.... was raining heavily and im stuck at novena sq cuz i have no umbrella... luckily jux now mah mom called using aunt's hse phone or else i cant call bek for help haha.. so aunt called her maid to bring umbrella for me... but in the end i still get wet only managed to cover head haha.. rest there for a while and bring mah 2 cousin too orchard and shop for a while.. went bek at 7plus for dinner.... stay at aunt hse till 9plus and took bus home....

today mah mom wenta marina sq with them cuz mah uncle is working at the food court there... and mah mom told me tat they wenta yuki&yaki ate the ice-cream.... mah mom said she forgt to call me and ask me come dwn cuz they ate at 5plus.. BBOOOO.... and tmr they are going to eat buffet at the venna restuarant ( cant rmb the spelling of the resturant in chinese is call 'wei ye na' ) *jealous* I WANNA GO EAT~~!!! i say to mah mom tat im not going to fren her... whhahaha... CUZ I CANT GET TO EAT AND THE FOOD I WAN CUZ I HAVE TA GO SCH DAMMIT~~!!! BBoooOOooo..... mah mom say she will bring me go eat some other time =) *wink* whahhaa.....

2005-07-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

talking to mah fren.. she was having trouble with her boyfriend... they didnt get to say clearly abt their matters and guys are always neglect their gals??? they promise to call bek their gal but they did not do it... reason: forgot abt it, fell aslp,... many.. and later on gals will jux wait n wait for their calls like an idiot.. haix... poor gals...

2005-07-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

mah mom told me tat this morning mah uncle called and said they were going to airport soon... so i think now mah dearly cousin is on her way here haha... still gt 1day 3hours more n we shall meet haha....

after sch took bus to central and took 105 wenta IMM to search for ear stud and a earring but i couldnt find both of it... i will search it on sunday after tuition haha... ate mah lunch at secret recipe there was quite alright haha... and wenta mah aunt hse again haha.. cuz i left mah storybook at her hse ytd... forgetful gal hehe...
went home at 9plus took bus 105 im not going to take bus 183 at nite eva... haha... when i was at mah hse dwn there i saw 4ppl playing volleyball... I WANNA PLAY~~ mah hand itch hahaha.... bleah... gonna pack stuff for tmr cuz not going home tmr staying mah mah another aunt hse... =)

2005-07-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go
hahaha....

2005-07-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

after social studies lesson went home reach mah hse outside t 4pm.... I'VE FORGOT MAH KEYS AGAIN~!!!! URGHH.... dammit.. overslpt this morning and was rushing here and there so i forgt mah dear key.... haix.... its always happening... when i forgt to bring mah key no one will be at home and i will have ta stay at mah hse dwnstair and wait for someone to open the door....

called all the fones n no one pik up this time so decided to go to mah aunt hse since i have not go there for one month and mah dear baby niece is there too hahha... reached there and saw her hair botak... cuz mah cousin's husband tat side their tradition is when baby is 4months old they will have ta shave the baby's hair and today is her 4th month... usually ppl shave their baby's haor when the baby is one month old... she grew bigger hahha.. so CUTE~~~ bleah....

took bus 183 came bek and the driver is scary he drove so damm fast and kept pressing the horn at the factory area when ppl or car blocked the driver's way he will jux horn the person... and i m the only paseenger tatz real bad... lucky im able to reach home safely haha.... i will not take bus 183 at nite again... if i din rmb wrongly the busplate number is SBS3594M or 3954 cant rmb haix....

~~BAD DAY~~
=x

2005-07-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

dear cousin.... im gonna do the count down with ya haha...

3 more days to go..... hahaha.....

2005-07-06T16:08:00.000+08:00

kinda bored nothing much happen.. except one of classmate....he is getting worst... ytd in english lesson he done a lot of things and some stunt too which had stunt us... cant stand it... he is trying to get our attention and when solastri call us not to pay attention to him... those stupid bois kept paying attention to him especially one guy they kept laughing... get irritate by all of them... the attention seeker guy really freak some of us out... is not tat i dun wnna treat him as normal person... but its really........ jux hope tat this guy get well soon.... or else i cant imagine the things he gonna do next its kinda scary u noe... haha.....

searching for blog skin again... this time i jux cant get to find nice one... when have all the nice blog skin gone??? wtd to create mahself but i doesnt noe how.... boooo.... haha...

2005-07-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

jux finished watching mr & mrs smith. was so nice and funny haha... :)

rate: 4/5

2005-07-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

didnt wenta tuition las week cuz i overslpt so i try to wake up early this morning... leave the hse early and took 106 at 8.30am... when i was abt to sit dwn i knock mah head -_-|| suay.....
after tuition... walking half way mah slipper spoilt... den walked till the bugis seiyu there saw the topshop there gt sell slipper and was $13 only so i bought it la... no choice cant walk with tat slipper for long time to search for a nice and comfortble and cheap slipper.. wore it and is so DAMM uncomfortable idiot sia... mood was really bad haix.... den somemore i forgt to bring mah key too... -_- msged bell call her help me leave key if mama going out in the end i was locked outside the door and i called mah dad waited him for an hour at mah hse dwnstair... wtd to read books but i have none in mah bag dammit~~ and on the way home sat 106 bus again... and again i've knock mah hear AGAIN~~ suay...

bought mah slippers took bus 7 to orchard taka there... saw denise keller outside taka for the olympic competition thingy and lots of ppl were taking photos with her....the weather was so damm hot and the contestants could stand the weather and stand there keeping their hands straight up holding the 'fake' torch for hours and hours... wenta the library for a while and walked ard the area then wenta kino stay there for hour reading books... found some books but no money to buy haix.... den later wenta borders... listening to music... hehe.... den wenta cineleisure there for food... hungry haha... i wan food... :P shop ard there too den went home reach mah hse dwnstair at 6plus... reach mah hse at 8(no key) BOOOoooo......

was watching A.I artificial intelligence jux now at channel 5... the show was nice din noe why i didnt watch it las time haha.. den watch the NKF i missed out the part where some of mah sch ppl were dancing gonna try to watch the repeat telecast.... hehehe.. see the zoe tay played the dice look so fun and i wanna do experiment liao haha.. ~~play dice~~ hahha....

BAD DAY FOR ME~~~ BBOOOoooooo....... :)

2005-06-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

wenta watched war of the world after focus with tian tian, boon keng, qing rong, kenny, junwei and weiliang.... the show was very nice love it. i'll give 5/5 for this show... haha... after the show i saw mah 'uncle'(weiwen) haha... went home after the show and reached home at 7...

2005-06-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

wenta hospital ytd afternoon.. bought sandwich frm hans for mah aunt cuz she wanna eat... accompany her from 2plus to 4plus... :) meet after angel at orchard isetan and wenta shop ard for a while when we were walking to cine cuz i was damm hungry whole day haven even eat a single thing onli drank one bottle of poka green tea... when walking i saw bell working outside hereen there and i pulled angel go there tot tat i will see mah brother haha.. den went in hereen shop a while n wenta chat with bell n her frenz... saw slyvester out there with two of his frenz.. and u noe wad? HE SMOKE~~ yuckz!!! and somemore he was so damm skinny like a 'tec kor' (bamboo) hahha... SUX man~ hahha... outside hereen there dunno got wad thing is abt the motorbike one i think and was trying to give out present the guy was asking everyone the find a small tiny winy spider on da yusof ishak frm the $2 note den later on call us to find a slice of apple thru the face again frm $10 note and everyone on da street was like siao one including us haha.. took out the $2 note n search for the spider in the end the eyes bcome 'par jiao'(dou ji yan) haha... after bell finish work me mah brother and angel we three went in hereen and sat at the fountain there wait for bell haha.... sat there for quite a while too chatting here and there :) when we were abt to leave i saw shawn at hereen too... haha.. later on we 4 wenta cine eat suki sushi... evryone bullied me calling me to pay the bill say i treat everyone.. BOO HOO HOO.... ahhaha... kiddin la den mah nice kor kor gave me $10 and angel gave me $10 too the rest still i have to pay for it.. booo... ahhahaha.... and we all went home haha...

2005-06-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

stay at home for the two whole days... boring haha....

tuesday nite me n mah mum start watching the vcd of da chang jin... influence by few frenz haha.. mah aunt oso watch until mad haha.. lotz of ppl are mad abt this show hahha... is quite a nice show la haha.. the show is name after the main gal in the show... eh nothing much ta say.. haha.. =)

2005-06-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

wenta hospital accompany mah auntie for the whole day ytd... she had felt much better and her appetite is much better... las week i wenta her hse she onli ate one very very small bowl of porridge plus some pickled vegetables tatz all and on monday she only ate one small packet of biscuit. ytd she ate quite a lot... morning she ate half of the rice given, one packet of biscuits, half bowl of yong tau fu, one slice of green apple and dinner she ate another half of the rice... haha so happy tat she feel much better. monday she oso kept sweating, she sweat a lot and kept changing her clothes... but ytd she didnt sweat.. =) she changed her room too from bed 92 to bed 75... cuz the room the nurse is giving it to the male patients...

really hope she gets well real real real soon.. hahahaha....

2005-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

afternoon mah cousin msged me and told me tat mah aunt was hospitalised ytd... she went to see doctor ytd take blood and urine test until evening the doctor transfer her to tan tock seng hospital... she was already sick for few months and had lose abt 8kg and her arms, tummy all slim dwn.. i wtd to go dwn straight to hospital but i dunno how to go and scared tat when i reached there i will have nothing to say n keep quiet there and the atmosphere will be abit wired so decide to wait for someone to go with me... mah papa came home early today so when i saw him i told him tat aunt was hospitalised and he said lets go see her n i faster get changed.. we took taxi there.. reached there see her hands i suddenly wanna cry my tears almost come out and i was controlling mahself... cuz the needle thing poke into her hands there i see liao very sad... haix... tmr morning going there again with mah mom n going to accompany here...

y when ppl gets old lotz of illness wil jux come to us?? y cant everyone be healthy and not get sick here and there and nowadays have those stupid idiot virus taking away ppl's lives??!!! ITS SUX I HATE IT~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

ytd went out at 5 pm den meet mah brother n wait for bell together... cuz i dun wanna stay at home so i decided to meet them haha... after she get changed we sat at a bench we three chatted so some time and went ta cinneleisure n ate our dinner at the suki... jap restaurant.. sat there for 2 hours i think until 10 plus n took bus 106 home.. on the way chatting with fren on fone it was crazy... haha..

today after tuition was going to watch movie with fren n den mah fren some suddenly got other things so i decided to shop ard at bugis and go to taka the kino den go home... went to kino at 2plus... was reading abt some beauty books abt making DIY mask den afiq msged me.. he always pissed off me first.. he msg me n say i m leaving cursed me get in a air crash.. i was wat the hell man... again??! n i replied N-O no i dun wanna cursed ppl for nth to shorten mah life i dun wanna die earli haha... den he said blar blar blar i cant rmb wad he said la n the things i replied den suddenly he had a lot of fucking word come out and wad screw up ur life wadeva shit.. i was reading book half way n gt so damm pissed off n decided to scold him back cuz everytime when he piss me i would either ignore or continue to tok nice to him.. but this time he really pissed me lotz... so in return of his fucking msg i oso replied him with lotz of fucking word and scolding him asshole n idiot... i scold him is not because i want to but to wake up him... he was always like look.. i m not asking for ur commentz.. i only ask u to help hello... if u were asking for help ppl will surely give some other suggestion or say some other thing if u dun wan to hear all this u can simply dun ask for any help!! den when asking comment he say u r gal so i m asking wat u think... den he will suddenly say u dun understand this n tat.... he always think unnecessary things.. and making ppl get pissed.... and he onli think abt himself n think din of others... onli him the one in the whole world had problem abt relationship?! -_- stupid rite?? so i heck care this friendship thingy liao after scolding u dun wanna be friends anymore is fine with me... since u like to break friendship here n there easily.. after scolding him i feel lotz better cuz these are all the things i wanna say to him earlier... haha...

den after tat i continue to read books hahaha... =D den walked ard and go borders take a look and den go home... i went to the cd section n saw the charmed the other soundtrack n i wanna buy it but i m so so so damm broke haix.. waiting for july to get pocket money and i will save up to buy haha the disc is 27bucks.. when i wanna go off... i heard someone callin mah name n i turned bek saw bell haha.. she was at the coffebean there... with some other gals.. and mah bro.. so i joined them.. den the gals wenta work and left their bags there.. me n mah bro sat there for abt 2hours looking after the gals' stuff... when the gals left n left we three.. we sat there chit chatting again... den went to cinneleisure again for our dinner.... at 9 plus omost 10 mah mum called and said tat she forgt to bring her keys n i had to leave first... brother not following because he was going back to his camp haha.. reached home at 10.30 =D

this is the second ost which i wanna buy~~ cost $26.75

2005-06-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

boring day... wenta aunt hse do nothing... she was sick for the past few weeks i think... or maybe months?? couldnt rmb.... she has lose lotz weight and her waist her had lose few inches... all her pants she couldnt wear it were all to big for her now... hope she will get well soon.... tmr gotta wake up earlier den today.. gotta reached her hse by 10am cuz she have to make to dumplings... haha... will be another boring day... =)

2005-06-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

i was so boring staying home all day for two whole days... tmr n fri gonna wake up early cause i have ta go to mah aunt hse to look after mah dear niece which was 3mths old only.. my aunt have to do 'bah zhang' (dumplings) for the coming duan wu jie... thinking to stay at her hse so i need to come dwn earli in the morning on friday but mah cousin is staying there too so mah aunt bed have no more space for me boo... las time was me, mah aunt and mah cousin... now my place aws taken by mah niece... boo.. haha... haix.... hate to wake up early in the morning during holidays.. it is not sch day so cant i sleep till 12 or 1pm?? boo.... haha...

2005-06-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

morning wenta singapore power for the english seminar end at 11+ den whole gp of us wenta taka eat mos burger... got weining, yiling, sok khaing, jin hua, shu sian, adeline, ivan, samuel, kenny, weiliang, afiq den later on fatt n ming join us... ade n weiliang left first.. after eating fatt, ming and afiq dunno go where left the few of us... walking to underpass frm taka to wisma yiling was taking pictures ard haha... yiling went to work and left me, weining, shusian, sok khiang, jin hua, ivan, kenny and samuel... we walked to far east shop for while and we took out liquid paper and wrote things on the wall it was so damm funni hahah... next we went to paragon i bought corrinne may album at gramophone the shop.. we met mark, zach and hairi there.. chatted awhile n walk seperate ways.. ah hua went back to wisma for work and left 7 of us... we wenta swensen beside hereen tat one and order one earthquake ice-cream.... afta eating ah ning they all wanted to go home so left me kenny n samual... we 3 walked to centrepoint the robinson there den to meridian and plaza singapura we wenta times the bookstore and sat there for sometime flipping through those books about the countries attraction and stuff... it was abt 5 when we leave n took mrt home... reached home at 5+ and no one home except one extra gal call bell hahha.... bleah =p

2005-06-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happy

Perfect Girlfriend

69%

Motherly Girlfriend

63%

Not interested Girlfriend

63%

Sensitive Girlfriend

56%

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38%

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2005-06-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

Sleeping Beauty

69%

Cinderella

63%

Goofy

56%

Ariel

56%

Cruella De Ville

56%

The Beast

50%

Pinocchio

50%

Donald Duck

50%

Peter Pan

44%

Snow White

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2005-06-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

ytd stay at home whole day den afiq ask wanna meet cuz he going off to australia to do some 'treatment' la but i cant hahah so i think onli junwei n afiq meet n they went to a place they shouldnt have go haix.. dunno them la jux hope tat this fellow will be betta after the 'treatment' thingy... at nite wenta central with mah mum, borther n his gf for dinner haha... den reach home me n mah brother clear stuff frm the living room so damm hot sia... sweat a lot hahha...

today wenta tuition late as usual haha... den shop ard at bugis bought a mask frm watson n a tee frm giodarno den wenta mos burger thr n eat cuz very hungry n have the feeling tat im gonna faint again so no choice hahha.. one person faint at public cannt haha =p reached home at abt 6plus :) tmr morning going orchard have the english seminar thingy hahha...

2005-06-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

meet angel at her hse at 11 den wenta gym at 12... do abt one hour exercise den we go back to her hse n get change again.... leave her hse to orchard at 3 den shop all da way haha.... rush home to watch mah final episode the channel u show....

2005-06-03T09:25:00.000+08:00

ytd wenta go with mah mum accompany her go see dental which was at lucky plaze there haha... when i step in the clinic i saw a handsome lei... but.. when i saw a gal bad beside him haix.. hahha.. cuz he accompany his gf come haha.... thinking how his gf look like haha... cuz he so handsome den the gf should be quite pretty de rite? haha.. when a gal came out frm the room.. i faint.. haha at first i was still wondering are there any other patients in the room too?? cuz the gal was not good lookin n is a big-size one hahah... cant imgaine it la haha... (not insulting anyone or wad ok?? hahaha...)

den was mah mum's turn.. tot will be quite fast den see her walk in n out the two room with a nurse oso dunno wat they doing haha.. after 20min later very sian liao... took out mah fone sms fren n call angel haha... i waited for mah mum for 1hr plus haha... den she bought a $200+ toothbrush hahah it was kinda ex la... but the doctor wife say gd so mah mum bought it lor haha... den we wenta shop... john little, robinson, OG we bought few stuff.... and i try lotz of hight heel but none of it pass mah test haha... mah mum oso couldnt tahan me la try so many all oso cannt hahah... las time i shop for a dress for mah cousin wedding with mah another cousin den she oso cannt tahan la... we chose for abt 2-3 hours n i still couldnt find a single one haha... den wen to meridian the food court there n eat.. forgt abt mah show 'chase' haix... utt n linda... den frm the far distance i could onli watch few scene... and i oso cant hear the sound haix.. nxt week las ep rite?? i book mahself liao not going out stay at home and watch tv hahaha.... and we reached home abt 9+ haha..

going out soon meeet angel at her hse going to gym n den shopping hahha...

2005-06-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

ok... mah dear cousin was complaining tat i din blog the interesting conversation we had when she read the conversation between me n esther..

to mah dearest cousin suzanne...

i will try to blog up one when is real fun or interesting n when i have the time ok? haha... =P

2005-06-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

question: will choose a person who loves you or the person u loves to be with you???

any idea???

hmmm... for me... if possible i would like to have both.... cuz the person who loves u will dote u lotz and will always be by ur side when u r sad... when u r angry the person will be ur punching bag...
but when u r happy u will wan to share ur joy with the one whom u love n wanna tat person to be by ur side n many other things ...

tat will be very greedy of me rite? haha i know but to u all dun u wan tat too?? hahha

2005-06-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

dammit i jux knew it... it is so predictable.. my mom doent allow me to go out!!! i wanna go shopping stay t home bored to death~~ =x

2005-06-01T12:43:00.000+08:00

boring~~ woke up at 11 slp at 4am jux now haix... not enough slp lei but cant slp liao hmpf~~ haha... wonder i got go out later haix... hope mama will let haha... hmm.. gonna watch las episode of ge dou tian wang hahaha.... ytd hear ivan they all say the korean show 'da chang jin' make me wanna watch now hahah... ytd bought 2vcds too so tat i can wacth when i m boring hahha... =P

2005-06-01T03:15:00.000+08:00

me n esther jux had a conversation earlier abt stupid n foolish gals hahha....

me: diaoz... wat if he morning 10am den cal u

me: u wait till 10am

e : i dunno lehx

e : i find myself very stoopid

me: maybe i wil do tat if its me n him haha

me: gals are stupid agree?

e : agree

e : u will wait?

me: yes haha...

me: most probaly i will wait till i doze off w/o knowing

e : but u will still wait ritez?

me: yes n maybe i wil get pissed off with him n end up quarrel with him hahah

e : dunno y gals r sooo stoopid

me: yar in a relationship gals are always the idiot ahaha

e : but when u hear him call liaox wor

me: yup! u will be awake when u hear his voice

e : yet they juz dun give a damn

me: true hahha

........

me: gals always think too much too but sometimes their instinct are so damm accurate

e : true true

.........

e : ppl say i kam gong

me: gals are kam gong hahha....

both: TRUE hahha...

me: erm.. y r we scolding ourself? -_-

e : dunno haha... but is true n we have to mian dui xian shi hahha....

end of our conver hahha.... those .... are some contents which cannt be reveal hahha.... secret keke....

aniwae ppl dun u agree tat gals are stupid n foolish when they are in a relationship???

2005-05-31T23:39:00.000+08:00

morning woke up at 7 din feel like going to sch for the chem lesson lei but mah mama sure scold me de lor den me wenta slp for half an hour more hahha till 7.30 den slowly drag here n there till abt 8.10 lidat den wenta out hahha... suppose to reach at 8 de la cuz lesson start at 8 ma hahh... din noe tat both mah class n 5n1 combine haha but ok la cuz our class very little ppl come onli =D

lesson end at 10 plus den me jin hua, ivan, shujuan, qing rong, shuwan, tian wenta IMM and eat n shop haha... at 3 plus when they going to library den me wenta mah aunt hse.... my baby niece is soooo cute hahha.. and so clever lol cannt tahan her hahha... feel like buying more clothes for her lei but no money haix... hahha

2005-05-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

OMG this is the worst chinese paper i had dammit first time did so badly for mah chinese paper n this is O level planning not to retake liao but then i surely get b4 or b3 for it de lor dammit haix... dun think liao results come out den say la...

waited for angel at sch she meeting me at sch n wenta collect her N level cert oso in the end the cert is with me cuz she forgt to take back from me -_-|||
wenta play pool with mah 'aiai' (esther) junwei n angel hahha.. me keep calling angel to play n she doesnt wan gonna smack her butt oopx =x (hahha...) she had some problem with her stead again haix... realli hope she can get a better partner cuz tat person is not worth it lor haha.. *hope the guy wun read mah blog* *pray hard* hahha..... =p he is so damm 'da nan ren' i cant stand it haix... mah poor ah bu(angel) hahhaa... wenta DBS bank with her to open account cuz she had to bank in her salary frm her previous job at great world city as she has already quit i dunno y la she is lazy bum hhaha... bleah... den the boss like first time use the cheque lo like dunno write or wad so the cheque she gave to angel is a bounce cheque in the end i lend her 1-0 bucks to bank in so she can open the account la haha... mux collect interest from her... kidding hahha... den the staff ask us wanna sign up for the debit card den angel had signed up liao den later she n the staff keep psycho me to sign oso -_-||| in the end i oso sign dammit scared later i anyhow spent mah money liao... anyway i m gonna get mah debit card in two weeks time whahha ~happy~ =D

oh ya today when playing pool a guy came forward to me and ask me whether we could be frenz... i wanted to say NO but i jux cant reject ppl hhaha... den he msg me when i jux reached home and ask me whether i wanna go back to rc and play pool with him and his fren wad da..... -_-||| den i replied him two msg tat telling him tat i dun wanna go indirectly la den the third msg i called bell to help me type and she wrote sorry i m not interested in u and pls dun bother me again... when sending the msg i treated mah fone like some kind of germs or wad i dun dare to take hahha feeling guilty for rejecting a person haha... den the guy later replied me tat sorry to bother u and i will erase ur number frm mah fone anyway take care n god bless... he is courteous man haha... too bad i realli not interested in u la n i jux cant reject ppl so... sorry hahha...

2005-05-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

found corrinne may's web but the song arent the latest one i wanna find the song in 'chase' anyway all her songs are real nice love it hahha...

her latest album hehe... no money to buy lei haiz... =x

2005-05-26T15:17:00.000+08:00

sch was boring today.... morning go back class check our mid year marks it was totally sux... 3 subject pass onli... haix... mux buck up liao... den we have our intensive chinese studies at 10 was recess den go hall for a talk frm the ngee ann mechincal engineering ppl... den do survey and go back class to have our intensive chinese again... but din do anything mrs pek onli go through the compo n letter writing den she let us do own things me slp all the way till lesson end la haha... today end sch early usually thursday is 3.30 den today 1.55pm haha.. so happy... =x

tmr the time table oso change... have ta to see mrs pek all the way till sch ends haha... and have a health check up tmr too... =D

2005-05-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

oh no now i realise tat mah o level chinese is so damm near next monday lei how??? hahha... *panicked* jk... hmmm... wonder tat i can get a a2 for mah chinese realli needa study la or else onli can get a b3 i think cuz mid year or should i say is prelim i gt b4 for mah chinese la so eh... hahahaha mux study =P writing rubbish here haha.. plan to study chinese for 2-3 hours at sch but no mood lei haix... did real bad for mah mid year meet the parent session tat day i dunno how liao mah father surely will be mad de lei haix... lucky this not O's or else i cry liew hahha.. sian ar.... O lvl chinese next monday n i m counting down the days left hahha... 4 more days hahha....

2005-05-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

the 3 baby clothes below are frm zara n i took damm long time to decide which to buy la the shirt no bottoms to match den the pink dress but have to buy the pokka dots to match den nice but den too ex liao la haha.. after deciding for half an hour angel saw the third choice n is the cheapest one so i bought tat hahha.. no choice not ebough money or else i will buy 3 of them haha.. den after dinner me n angel become santa claus.. we took 105 to mah aunt hse n pass mah cousin the dress haha... when she open the door she said santa claus come liao -_-||| hahha... i rush dwn pass to her bcuz i scared like the first time i bought her one clothes den wait till one month later den pass to her she jux wear a few times den like cannt wear liao hahha so i scare later i bought this dress oso cannt wear haha...

2005-05-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

third choice n i bought this for mah dear cute niece hahha....

2005-05-24T19:40:00.001+08:00

2nd choice

2005-05-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

1st choice

2005-05-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

whahha.... lotz of charmed stuff i wanna buy n mah cousin is going to buy one diarybook for me n is oso charmed hehe.... bleah =P luv ya hahahaha....

2005-05-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

more here

2005-05-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

one more here hahha...

2005-05-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

the book i wanna buy there is some more shit i soon gonna be broke hahaha anyone wan to donate me some money? kidin =p

2005-05-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

I M MAD ABT CHARMED HAHHA~~~

this is the other ost which i cant find it haix... haha.. =p

2005-05-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

today went out with out with angel.. meet her at ard 2plus den took 106 to orchard the bus so hot one haha.. den me sit a while buay tahan liao abit headache liao cuz gt carsick la haha.. den we alight at isetan there wen in shop a while den we wenta zara... both of us tried a few clothes... den wenta sec floor see baby clothes haha... saw feel nice n sweet one n couldnt decide which to buy we decide for abt half an hour den we saw i spporty look dress den i decide to buy tat cuz the cheapest one haha =x no choice la not enouff money or else i will all hahha... den wenta esprit den borders i wanted to find one charmed book call the book of shadows but i dunno go where to find la haha... see so many books so messy headache liao haha... den wenta the music section n rmb the charmed OST den thinking tat there have not wenta the soundtrack section den i saw it hahha... so damm happy man.. hehe... i wen to the information counter and ask whether they have the other soundtrack oso cuz charmed gt two soundtrack la den they say onli left this one so heng la haha but den nothing ma rite? =) the disc cuz 22.90... wenta taka later on... went to guess den WH den puma and kino haha.. wtd to buy books the lei but spend alot liao so decide to buy next time haha.. den go to the basement makan saw there was a sale at the open space there den i bought a bag hahha before we buy our food and after eating was 9.10 we walked to borders there the busstop n took 105 to mah aunty hse cz i wanna pass her the baby clothes haha... reached her hse at 9.45 den stay there a while wanna let angel see the baby one but bb slp liao hahha.. so we see the photos takan by mah siao cousin hahha... she bought her hp not long n keep taking pics of mah dear niece haha... den me and angel took buz 105 back home reach home at ard 10.20 hahha... =D so happy but spend quite a lot today haiz... broke liao but still happy cuz i got the things i wan heehee....

this is the disc i bought so happy~~ hahhaha~~ =D

2005-05-22T17:41:00.000+08:00

I M SOOO DAMM BORED today no tuition stay at home whole day haix.... hahha.....

2005-05-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

Singer: Sarah Mclachlan
Album: AfterGlow
Title of the song: Fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I've messed up better,
I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear

I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I'v messed up better,
I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so, [no..]

Heaven bent to take my hand
I have nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I've messed up better,
I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so, [no..]
I've messed up better,
I should know
But don't come round here
And tell me I told you so.

2005-05-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

i m so so so damm bored now~~~ dun feel like studyin now lei later den study la hahha... tmr las paper liao whao so damm happy but hehe results come out liao mati liao la =p hahha~~~ watched charmed season7 ytd den heard a nice song manage to find tat singer whole album song and all are nice~~~ love it hahha... finding charmed original soundtrack through net cant find is singapore web all have ta buy frm overseas de no good waiting for mah cousin to online hoping her there will sell haha den if have call her help me buy cuz everytime watch charmed den hear the songs so nice haha~~

this album AfterGlow is sang by Sarah Mclachlan is sooo nice~~ =)

2005-05-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

shitty ya ya la hahha~~~ this mid year is so damm hard wan to die liao hahha...my best sub this time oso die liao how??? really hav ta study liao haix... no play play liao hahaha~~~

tuesday have maths paper 2 and poa den today gt physics all die hahha~~~ dunno later mah papa saw liao how~ haix... today finish paper liao wenta play pool with afiq and daniel play 2 hours i think hahha... den went home boring lucky tmr no paper off day ahaha den friday last paper again gt physics and chem hahha cuz is the mcq paper haha hope can score well in tat paper den when the marks come at least wun fail till very jia lat or maybe can get a jux pass?? hhehe~~~ lotz ppl sure die in this mid year paper one haix.... the english paper one letter writing dunno how lei realli dun wanna go back to school during june holidays and face tat miss solastri sia wanna play during june holidays den come back and concentrate liao hahha but july mah dear cousin coming back lei haha surely go out with her de la haha or scarly parent dun allow me haha~~

ehh... dunno wat liao go watch tv hahha sayonara bleah =p

2005-05-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

I M FUCKING PISSED OFF BY HER DAMMIT!!! Y SHE ALWAYS LIDAT ONE SHE DUN EVEN NOE THE THING AND SHE JUX HEARD IT FRM 'THAT" PERSON DEN SHE THINKS TAT SHE NOES EVERYTHING NOW OSO DUN EVEN NOE THE THING AND SHE JUX ANYTHING HOW SCOLD THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME N WILL NOT BE THE LAS TIME LOR ALWAYS LIDAT DEN MAKE UNTIL PPL GT PISSED OFF N SHE HERSELF OSO DUN FEEL HAPPY WATZ THE POINT JUX LET IT BE CANT U??!!! ALWAYS GT THIS IDIOT STUPID PROBLEM WITH HER HATE IT SO SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING PISSED OFF N I WANNA KILLED N BEAT PPL UP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY HATE "THAT" PERSON EVEYTHING ANYHOW SAY AND DIN SAE PROPERLY DESTROY PPL'S FAMILY ONLI HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8 study chem a little sianz.. haha... until 9 buay tahan cuz upstair having renovation den they "kin kin kong kong" den i wenta play music in comp haha... den start playing mah comp and kana chase by mah papa again keke... den become his turn to play comp -_-|| say i always took a long time to do this n tat b4 i go sch den haven get ready and say till make up pengz... go sch do wad make up lol... leave hse at 10.15 den the stupid jun wei say they now going to hall report liao den i took cab lor cuz i missed a bus ma den tot will be late den reach liao he tell me they delay time change to 11am den start paper -_-|| waste mah money sia... took the test paper see liao i noe i will fail i jux cant rmb the things i study the formula den some more i forgt to bring calculator again tat time chinese paper1 i rmb needa bring the chinese dictionary den in the end forgt again jux like today idiot sia~~ tmr mux bring calculator or else sure die one cuz is maths paper 2 and poa haha... later mux paste one big poster and writre bring calculator hahha... =p bleah~~ paper finish liao wenta play pool with jun wei and daniel haha.. at there ate the dry mee haha yummy~~ very hungry la hahha... eh... think now go find poa stuff and study liao haha~~

2005-05-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

dunno wat to write la jux so damm fuck up n pissed~!!!!!! idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

*FAINTED*

mah dad jux called me den i see the fone number is not frm singapore one -.-" i ask him where is he now n he told me he is at bangkok now.. wth man?!?!?!?! -_-||| he really win liao first he wenta m'sia w/o mah knowing den jux back to singapore for few days den now this morning he suddenly wenta bangkok LOL man whahhaa..... mah steady father hahha... nvm la let him enjoy hahha.. since he din wenta holiday for many years liao time for him to play n enjoy hahhaa..... still cannt believe the stunts he do la lol~~~~

go study liao tmr still have exam hahha... *unbelievable* lol

2005-05-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

I M SO DAMM BORED~~~~~!!!!!!!

haix... cant understand y things always gt complicated.... simple things can always make till complicated... wat a complicated world y cant i jux have a simple life?? =P

2005-05-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

let see......

wednesday afternoon had mah english oral was very nervous and scare n stress man cuz the solastri say wat mux get 27/40 for oral or else will have ta go back to sch from monday to fri during june holidays jux like normal sch days.. i dun wan man.... aahhh~~~ hahha.... den after tat went to teban mac with adeline, jin hua, ming, daniel.... den later on jun wei kenny come n saw ayu n xiaoying there hahha.... went home later reach home 9plus la....

thursday which was ytd had mid year paper ENGLISH paper 1 & 2 haix... same la letter writing din get 17/30 have to go back sch during june holiday stress ar~~~ some more i almost cant finish mah paper one n two lor dammit.... compo write shit all the question all noe wat to write but all dun have enuff point to reach the number of words la sian... so i do the one word question lor "dissapointment" anyhow write la.... sian so sux.... den end paper at 12.40 cant go home cuz papa n mama all dunno i start liao cuz onli have this two paper den the others will be next wed so wait till the whole week are exam den tell them lor haha... now tell no freedom liao la so be a naughty gal lo... hahhaa.... den wenta play pool with afiq, ming, daniel n fatt.. fatt, afiq n ming play billard n me n daniel play pool hahha.... my luck was real good man keep winning haha.. i play so damm lousi one lor still can win haha... den later tat jun wei n aman came join ahha... played with jun wei i oso win all the way ahahah 9 ball oso win so fun.... i keep 'cursing' them hahaha... all so jun one i say they die they sure lose one hahha.. so funni laugh all the way den at the end i tell them i curse them till veri tired liao wanna stop the curse liao hahha... actualli is laugh till pengz one hahah... =p went home at abt 4 plus played for 3 hours hahah.. it was fun~~ bleah

today had mah chinese paper one n two... ok lor first time did so badly for mah chinese paper dammit sia realli have ta start studying liao n this will be the first time i study mah chinese hahha... hope when the paper comes back mah results wun be so bad haix... next week wil have mah chinese oral haha... more relax but some how gt a bit scare lei dunno y but i m olways veri relax for mah chinese one haix... slack at hawker after mah paper with esther, ming, zhiwei, afiq daniel, fatt... saw aman den he join us.... after they eat fatt left first cuz he have to go somewhere else den next is aman... den left few of us chit chatting haha... raining heavily wanna go home n slp this weather is nice to slp man... reach home at 2 plus BUT no key to get in AGAIN~~~ =S sian not the first time liao always misplace mah key haiyoo.... buay tahan mahself haha... have ta find mah key again tat key mah papa jux wenta made for me not long less than a month ahha.. he gonna hammer me =x so called mah mama she at people's park den called papa he took cab n rush home hahha paiseh la =p waited for papa at mah hse downstair there din bring anyhting lor... storybook oso din bring if have at least i wun get tat bored =( lucky still gt mah discman with me called bell n chatted with her while waiting for papa cuz bored ma... hehe...... hmm... so the actual i reach home was not 2plus but 3.45 ahhaha.....................

2005-05-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

EDITING IN PROGRESS HAHA~~~

2005-05-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

this morning woke up earli morning have ta go to my aunt hse with mah mum cuz mah cousin today bdae.... holding bbq there... it was realli a bad day for me totalli a wrong decision for going is not because of wad lotz of scene there realli jux let me think n miss him so badly.. it was realli SUX!!!! firstli mah aunt hse looks a bit the same as jin hua's hse den somemore holding bbq there will jux let me think of him going to jin hua's bbq tat day... den later... mah cousin took a group foto with his frens include his bdae cake n this remind me of his friendster pic he jux uploaded it was a pic where he took with his frenz too n gt bdae cake oso celebrating his bdae.... the whole thing jux let me miss him so badly..... tears jux started to come out again dammit... haix... dunno wat to sae animore... TODAY IS A REALLI BAD DAY~~~

2005-04-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

today assembli was not boring n was fun hahha.... got a fashion show haha... class 3n3 ppl have cat walk at hall hahha... it was done at their art class now come this new art teacher looks fun man nowadays u will heard tat they will have new art piece done here n there hahha.. so fun... haix... our batch nt tat lucky la haha... den after sch overheard one person his bes fren toking on fone with him at the traffic light there... say wat go sports hall there den wat gym den jun wei afiq n ming oso there i acc the 3 go play pool la but go to 7-11 first and da mr good fren oso there haha.. den he n jun wei say "oops, sorri shouldnt mention his name in front of me" and i give de -.-||| diao diao look den we 4 all go rc play pool n mr gd fren go meet him =( play pool so funny hahha.. cuz i very lao ya so i always play cheat haha.. but in the still lose la hahha... play liao ard 5+ den wenta central eat dinner and went home call jw acc me walk home and chat abt something la haix... walk past sports hall n noe tat he is there realli very sian one lor... wanna go in see but dun dare den i if i realli saw him den wat can i do... dammit arghh.... dun say liao.......

2005-04-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

friday was acheivers day went for lesson and went home straight reached home at 11... tired so wenta slp den phone rang one msg at 4+ frm afiq " i think i saw him haha...." wtf i was slpping well dreaming and after reading that msg i cant slp anymore the next 2hour thinking of going to sch for acheivers day not??? i have oreadi put reason for not going to the acheivers day but after reading this msg i keep thinking none stop of whether i should go or not.... reason... JUX BECAUSE OF HIM.... miss him... flip coin to see whether i should or should not go but no use if i flip the side which says not going i will flip again n again haix.... ask few frenz all say dunno u decide ur ownself... i jux wan the majority to say yes and i will have the courage to go and yiling and my bro gf bell both say no den in the end i did not go.... i realli wan to see him and at the same time i wanna check mah feelings for him and do i dare to face him and blar blar blar many things.... but the main one is i wanna see him dammit... y m i a coward dammit hate mahself.... and before tat i was thinking tat will he come for the acheivers day if yes and i did not go means tat i realli should let go cuz we have no more fate.. and i should get on with mah life... find another guy who loves me but.... for now i jux cant let go dammit... jux now msging afiq realli piss me off... chat half way talking abt his life den he say tat i did not take my relationship serious like him and i said are all my tears for him fake?!!! and he replied yes tat realli piss me off and i dun wanna reply any more of his msg... idiot... forgt it dun sae anymore makes me more angry tatz all....

today tuition again... saw a cute guy in the class haha.. but too bad younger den me so haha.. cute n handsome boi haha las week have one too... haha.. not too bad la tuition time still have shuai n ke ai de boi boi let me see =x not drooling anyway hahaha... den shop ard at bugis for a while and took buz 7 to holland V find andrain...stay at cha(x3) for an hour n have ta leave and meet mah cousin... haix... have ta acc her go IMM buy some stuff... and san called me asking me to acc her go ann hse cuz is a class gathering haha... but i cant haix.. actualli i wanna go too but a bit lazi haha.. i wonder who go to ann's hse today hehe.... my dear baby niece is sooo damm cute hahha.. gave her the clothes i bought at zara tat time hahha.. dunno when she will wear it haha.. i think i will buy some more those cute cute clothes for her next time when she can craw or walk so it will look more cute hahha.... =x

2005-04-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

watching dolphin bay and heard this music Canon in D by Johann Pachelbel love it man soo.... nice hahhaha... if onli.... nvm.. upload this song as mah background music hop u all like it haha...

this few days suddenli miss .... a lot... ytd at 11.21am my fone rang n vibrate once... having tuition at that time... check mah fone saw his name tot tat i see wrongly double check it and it was realli him dunno y but my heart suddenli beat fas at that moment n thinking of wat was he doing at tat moment wanting to call who but press wrongly or wat i dunno.... think lotz tatz all... afta seeing tat missed call i couldnt concentrate during the lesson keep thinking of him non stop... msg him n asked " u called me jux now?" but waited for whole day he din reply me i dunno y... tat day when i was being followed by the pervert i did msg n he did not reply too at tat moment i want to hear some words frm him but y din he reply?? nvm... gosh gonna cry out soon again... forgt it stop till here...............................

2005-04-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

fighting hard against the feeling....... it was tiring and m exhuast.... needa a break and get over it real soon gonna be mad as the limit is reaching real soon.... cant find the way out.... getting lost......

2005-04-11T17:24:00.000+08:00

days past.... i m getting more n more n more tired................

2005-04-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

tuition day haha... ends at 1pm as usual la hahah... wenta shop a while at bugis den go kinokuniya to find and read books... saw mah brother and his dear gf there too... den we 3 go shopping together haha.. saw slyvester at bugis too having his autograph session haha.. found him very very very white haha.. den bell a bit mad wanna shout "SLYVESTER I LOVE U!!" for fun -_-||| she dun like sly but jux for fun haha.. cuz saw so many of his fan there crzy over him.. din noe tat his album was released haha... laggy la... the big photo there of him was so damm ugly oh mi gosh.... a bit copy of the jay chou some more dissapointed haiz... think taufik is better liao haha.. saw adidas shop there... saw one shorts quite nice but is soo... damm ex haix.. couldnt afford la or can but cant spend mah money anymore realli have ta contrl n save lotz money before i start to spend on other things first... still owe mah dear brother hundred bucks haix... idiot la... pok liao still owe money and have ta pay mah dearli phone bill some more or else i will be killed by mah dear cousin haix.. money money money... y everything needs money love n hate it at da same time too... haix... suddenli like adidas a lot la las time dun go to those sports shop one onli when mah dear frenz wanna go in den i accompany them de now... when i saw adidas i will go into da shop too... haix... aim one more brand more money will be spent... idiot la.. have ta lock mahself in a room haha... kiddin... =x haha... today din spend money except on food haha so happy so long this da 'first' time din buy anythings during mah shopping time haha... happi~~ means i can save mah money haha... =x hmm... left bugis wenta orchard brother wanna return library books... den go home at 7 plus... eh.. think tatz all la.. haha..

2005-04-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

today had physics n chem focus afta sch... quite ok lor... the hanfeng disturb meixiu again... haix... he filled a water in a plastic bag den put on her table and he did not put it properly den the water poured out and her worsheet n stuff all gt wet den hanfeng ran away... -_- den fatt call meixiu pour water into hanfeng's bag... den blar blar blar and da whole class keep laughing afta tat include some other funni things la... haha... den go ta nus there with kaini jin hua n jun hui... starting is jux acc jin hua cuz she dun wanna go with da track ppl... cuz is at NUS so i acc her cuz i wanna go back to da canteen 5 and see see.. haha.. 7 years never go back liao.. realli miss tat place a lot... within this 7 years it has change lotz... sat there eating n chatting with jin hua... realli feel like walking the whole of NUS and see watz da changes lor... before omost got lost cuz cant rmb how to go la.. able to recognise same place... like the post office den the yellow colour thing lane... haha... den i noe where is da canteen 5 liao... haha... dunno when can go back there again... and i will walked the whole NUS all da places where i have been las time... childhood memory there hehe.... MISS LOTZ.. =D took bus 96 back home... wanna alight at central n walk tat route... but i scare to see the pervert haiz... scarli he over there... haha.. think too much liao haix... sian...

MISSING... someone again haix... cant help it~~ =(

2005-04-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

thinking AND missing of him lotz... outa control again~~~ haix.....

2005-04-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

jux reached home... walked mrt that route towards peitong pri n da bball court where he play bball there cuz it was raining heavily n tat route have shelter all the way to mah house there.... den a guy followed me till mah hse downstair and i dun dare to take the lift... at tat moment thought of him wanted to call him but in the end i called kaini... den on the fone i faster walked to mah hse the econ minimart there... den i call her wait i called mah hse den my papa answered the fone and i call him faster come down fetch me den while waiting i called back to kaini n talked n wanna cry controlling mahself till mah papa reached there n he asked me where is the pervert i tell him all the thing and cry =S

SO SCARED~~!!!!

2005-04-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

jux now at exact midnite wenta msg him in the msn happy bdae dunno y suddenly become nervous although he is not in front of me... haix....

today whole class gt detain by solastri because of the english newspaper cutting work... but it was fun hahha... keep laughing here n there... and the afiq eat wrong medicine dunno sing wat song la... like a mad guy hahaha.. kiddin... =x den me n him talking abt something and kaini keep asking wanting to noe wat we two talking abt haha... promise him nt ta sae out so... sorrie mah dear fren kaini haha.. u go ask afiq bah if u realli wanta noe haha... life was alright but not so alright haha.. ehh.. think tatz all la haha.. sayonara =P

2005-04-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

went for tuition again haha... late again =p ytd started to read mah angels n demon by dan brown haha.. nice nice... at night den start one slow reader haha... today read it in da bus in da mrt haha.. mad liao suddenly start to read books haha... eh.. today i sotz agaain i handed up mah tuition work lei hahha surprise hor... finish a essay in da class lei hundreds yr din hand in work liao ahha... den maths tuition afta eng de... so sian realli dun feel like attending maths one always change teacher den all different teaching method very mix up one lei so no good one haha... end class called angel wenta her hse and meet her first den we go orchard... went to zara again the one besides borders one... saw baby clothes so damm cute... bought one for mah dear cute little niece hehe.. gonna be one mth liao ma but when i msg mah cousin she say she din hold anything party for the 'man yue' tot tat mah dear baby niece can wear the clothes i bought for her so bad haha.. nvm la find one day go circuit rd there n past it to mah baby niece haha... and i will many photos of her hehe... =p den go to esprit which is jux beside zara saw the pants i bought las time now drop till 70% off lor wad da... tat time i bought was 50% off den now 70% qi pian wo gan qing again -_- meet angel boyfriend... haha.. den wenta taka using the underpass buz raining heavily outside la... when we walked till wisma there suddenli one lady pop out n block mah way i was like who the hell man block mah way shit her la.. haha.. den i see was zhenxi haha.. den gracie they all all there oso.. they leaving orchard liao haha.. out at orchard whole day where we three jux started to walk orchard rd haha.. den go to taka went ta kino n think of him again... haiz... stay at kino for abt one hour i think haha.. den wenta eat mac too hungry liao.. hehe... at the basement there gt the lo'real thing and i saw the hot bliss the new product for hair one at las man i found it haha.. wanted to buy the cream for curling hair one too but have ta save money so i jux buy the cream for straightening one haha.. den go ta cineleisure trying luck haha.. den go plaza singapura and walked pass the meridian there oso trying luck... haix.. think too much liao where gt so lucky one even will saw liao how will i react?? haiz.. forgt it... at 8 me went home alone cuz angel dun wanna go home too earli so she and her stead go to bugis...

jux now check mah friendster... saw 2msg one fren request and one testi frm mah muimui haha... one of da msg is frm him... he said tat he had read mah blog... i gt a wired feeling but i jux cant describe it... i dunno la! sian... he said tat he no play mah feelings lotz stuff.... after finish reading tears out again.. y la.. suddenly become so emotion one hate it... and i wanna reply tat msg he sent me BUT i dunno wat to reply him... haix...... wenta find junwei to tok afta reading the msg..... i keep trying to forgt abt him but the more i tried more things flow thru mah mind the days we been thru... shit la.. cannt contrl myself again... dun sae liao later cant slp again.. realli wish i could faster get thru this and so tat we can chat and be frenz again??? i duno the days after we broke saw him online few times... wanna msg him sae 'hi' or wadeva jux wanna chat with him but i dare nt and i dunno wat to sae.... how??? like the place i go i wil jux keep thinking of him.. like on fri wenta jurong pt with san oso think of him when he was at jurong pt with me las time... haiz... forgt it dun sae liao.... -_-

2005-04-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

almost late for school today haha.. faster grab mah things n rush down wanna take cab but no cab =( its always lidat de la haha... den reach da bus stop 7.18 board bus eh... forgt is 78 or 285 liao haha... den tot will still be late but reach sch jux in time haha.. lucky me.. =x reach liao go find kaini n xi they all den kaini told me something...

kaini: "zhiling, zhihao ytd msg me lei.."
me: "orh.. wat he say??"
kaini: "he ask me how u liao..."
me: "den wat u sae??"
kaini: "april fool.. haha..."

-_- wat de hell man mah dear fren u wan to die ar?? earli morning take this n joke lor pengz.. but nvm la... still okok de haha... hmm.. first period chinese lesson tat seow wei called us do ying yong wen
of informal letter la... i faster wrote lor cuz i wan ta slp haha... cuz everytime when i slp half way she will suddenly come kp me de so irritating one den first one ta hand in in class she saw she handing in she tio stone la haha... see her face so funni den slp thru her lesson till bell ring one period for me ta slp so nice haha.. if two period tatz better and if let me slp thru whole day tat will be da best hhaaha... feel tired dunno y la haha... den english tat solastric call us to write a will which mrs oei told us to do it in da morning so sian one everyday solastric will surely talk abt our dear pricinpal in the lesson blar blar blar... but tatz gd too so she will waste lotz time and no need to study liao haha... ehh.. den p.e. gt change into p.e. attire wanna try the long jump de but later saw mr tham using it for his lesson den so many lower sec ppl so i decided not to try in case ma lu haha.. den kaini kana pulled by mr tham calling her to jump with his class students haha... den she called cheryl to join but cheryl dun wan oso... =) p.o.a lesson afta p.e. den recess physics two period doing practical again... frm da starting of sch till now today is the first time i handed in mah fully written compo and mah physics practical exercise worksheet haha.. dunno y i suddenly so steady one haha.. =x den maths forgt to do maths paper la.. hehe paiseh.. tmr will try to do all mah hw hope i gt ta mood to do la... den afta maths go home haha..

online straight afta i reach home as usual msg san asking her wat time she wanna meet and we go gym haha...wanna get mah stamina back la... few hundreds yrs no run liao mah stamina drop till siao hhaaha... slowly train n try to lose weights too hehe.. said tat meet at abt 2plus den she slping i kana influence la hear her slp den go to mah dear bed and slp haha... she msg me at 2.30 den mah turn lazy to reply her haha... so waited for her... we meet up at 4plus took mrt alight at chinese garden walk to jurong the swimming complex there da gym haha... first time go a bit blur haha... me onli noe clementi's gym la... den do running and blar blar blar... haha... one hpur later san say she low batt liao means no more strenght liao dun wanna work out anymore... so no choice lor pei her stop haha... went down eat pizza haha... =x den we go jurong pt walk walk haha.. saw the auntie which i get to know her when i work during mah holidays tat time de... haha... so cute one everytime will jux met her somewhere haha.. last sunday take bus home with angel oso saw her another time i cant rmb when saw her at clementi's mac toilet haha... =p den san saw xiaoying too... she go out with her family members.... haha... took mrt back walking home chatting on da fone with angel till i reached home haha... too tired liao stop till here =p ta ta

2005-03-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

i've gt a wired feeling... but i dunno i should trust mah feelings or u?? .... ppl say tat u r playing me lying to me n i choose to trust u since we are not together anymore watz there more u wan to lie??? hope i realli think too much but feelings which tells me tat u gonna say tat word sooner or later has already come true... should i jux continue to trust the words u said to me or trust mah feelings??? ...................................

2005-03-31T16:53:00.000+08:00

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2005-03-31T16:35:00.000+08:00

waking alone to the sad place... thinking back the scene..... tears flow out out of my contrl how long will this take????

2005-03-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

~~BROKE UP~~

today after mah maths focus i wan to sports hall n try luck to see whether he ther nt cuz he sms me tat he was playing badminton with his frenz so the onli place i could think of is there... went there with kaini saw his striking t-shirt so walk towards him... kaini played badminton with him n his other frenz... at 4plus lidat we leave the place n kaini wanna go home so left we all... he said he sent me home first den meet up with them n ok lor... walked mrt there and at the esso the hdb flat there and i sense the wired atmosphere when he said tat he gt importants thing to tell me i dun feel like listening to him but wat else can i do?? cuz he said is important.... he said he have to break up with me and the content i couldnt rmb cuz when he said out tat word i was already stun n looking at him n cant listen to wat he say cuz i jux couldnt dammit... he talking half way one auntie suddenly pop out and asked us where is the police station... at that moment i realli wan to jux run away and dun wanna hear him anymore and wanna turn the time back to mah maths focus class so i wun go to sports hall n find him or when kaini say she wanna go back i should have follow her back.... but watz the pt the time cant turn back... or wadeva even if can, can he change his mind too for not saying braking up with me??? can it?? after tat auntie walked away i dared nt look at him n i was looking other place.... tears feel like dropping out but cant cuz i m not those kind who drops tears so so easily... when there are ppl or wad my tears jux wun come out till i m alone... realli wanna hug him n cry as long as possible so tat he wun leave me tat fas... and when he see my face whihc was going to cry he told me nt to cuz he will jux run away cuz he scared of gals crying in front of him the hug n cry part can jux forgt it.... and all the things he said there i jux coulnt rmb.... alone crossing the overhead brigde dare nt to look back but wanna to do tat cant bring myself to turn back cuz i will nt bear to leave him... little tears flow out when walking home... wanna msg kaini at tat moment but did not cuz tot tat i may still have chance to patch back or wadeva so did not msg her... wanna find someone to tok but who can i find??? reached home... whole body gt no strenght at all... once reached home i lie on mah bed.. trying to slp cuz dun wanna think abt it anymore and tatz the onli way for me nt to think... tears flow out again... lie at mah bed for few minutes heard mah phone rang... one msg it was frm him... it wrote in it "Dun cry hor... We be gd friends.." dunno wat to reply him at tat moment although i gt lotz of question to ask him... continue to try to fall aslp.. but cant... use mah hands to cover the lights n whole thing was black for tat one whole hour i dunno mah eyes was open or close i was blank in mah mind and i dun even noe did i slp or nt mah mind is still thinking of him....after tat one hour i cant stand it anymore so jux type msg to him when i dun even noe wat m i tokin abt.... he replied me saying tat he could nt take back his words cuz the feeling by den wun be true and it will be indirectly cheating me n tat will jux make him feel guilty..and said tat we r frm 2 world... and he had alreadi sat a dateline on latest to break up with me by when... i was still thinking tat was it a veri wrong deicision for me to meet him today but when he told me tat he will still tell me even today i did nt meet him.... i dunno i should blame him or myself....?? myself is i go to find him as for him... he broke up with me? i dunno n i could bring myself to hate him or wad cuz.......

bring myself call kaini cuz i realli need to find someone to talk to... but i already know wat she will say so dun really feel like calling her but i cant find other better choice.... change mah msn n my dear 'uncle' n junwei msg me ask wat happen thnks lotz fren so being so concern n thinking of ideals to cheer me up but i jux cant laugh till hold a conference with kaini san n xi... san n kaini so damm disguisting tat i buay tahan n 'uncle' show me his ownself film de video n i finally laugh... but deep down in my heart i m still nt ok... saw him online in the msn... wanna tok to him but dunno wat to say... ask kaini they all n san say u wan to tok to him need so many brain to help u think.. but i really dunno wat to say.... msg me asking him how to go to a place n he did not reply i dunno watz the reason but i can onli say i m real sad.... in the conference i told them wat i feel at the start of this relationship... when i jux started out with him.. i thnk lotz abt how long could this relationship hold all stuff cuz i noe tat i onli have a crush on him n knew tat the feeling wont stay there for too long maybe one or two weeks?? if the feeling is gone i may wanna a break up with him but who knows?? i start to fall for him n jux when i wanna start to love him.. he told me this... y?? hope time realli cure me fast cuz if this continues... i wun be able to concentrate to do mah things include studies maybe.... i dunno.... dunno will he read this blog?? hope n hope nt.... all mah feelings are so mixed up till i cant describe it can someone pls help???

2005-03-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

today mah mum woke up earli again wanted to wake me up but i woke up earlier den her and i tot tat she wun nag at me in the early morning... normally when i wake up i was jux waste time slowly fo my own stuff la... so when abt 6.50 lidat she starts her few sentence song la haha.. say wat time alreadi i still haven change mah uniform all stuff haha.. but its better den ytd la.. less song =x go sch alone cuz kaini took 196 haha.. nothing much happen in sch.. today the assembly tok abt doing CIP so there r 2 gals frm student volunteer de gave a talk n show a video haha.. the funni thing is tat i saw mah boi in the video haha his backview onli haha.. eh.. den go home with rebecca cuz the bus too crowded n me lazy to squeese out of ta bus so alight at central n walk home with rebecca hahhaa... reached home chat with angel n slp haha too tired le la... dunno y ytd cant slp well keep waking up sianz.. hope tonite wont haha... dunno wat he doing now lei ytd nite chat on da phone with him n me threw temper at him maybe because my period come bahz.. haha... wanna say sorrie boi cuz anihow throw temper at u haha.. eh.. think tatz all le haha... =p

2005-03-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

astro boi bought at bugis action city on saturday with san hehe~~

2005-03-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

woke up at abt 6.30 and as usual la din wanna get up hahha... mum suddenly come into mah room and wake me up hahha.. cuz i las thursday late ma den she like very very very very long time din wake me up early morning for sch le lei... hehe... abt happy abt tat but not happy too get irritated by her as usual cuz her wake up method is so damm pissed off one la... dunn wanna say hahha.... den keep nagging in the morning say wat time still not ok go sch still wanna make-up and i was like huh?! wat de!! cuz i m juz tying up my hair is tat a crime looking at the mirror equals to make-up -_-||| she win liao la haha... leave the hse at 7.07 den forgt to take my badge rush back home my mum has already locked the door den have ta take my key out frm my bag n was realli abit pissed off la hahaa... den almost late hehehe...

first period english... as usual la solastri will give a talk on wat our dear principal mrs oei has said in the morning asembly haix.. so sian one evrytime waste time on tat but is good need not attend her lesson haha.. den she today start on another compre book and abt 10 ppl did get their books waste time scolding them again haha... den i cannt tahan lei so damm slppy dunno y oso hahha... when she scolding tat time i omost fall aslp hahha... gt slp a bit la haha.. kaini oso den she always kana caught by solastri haix.. den slp a bit during chinese lesson the seow wei kp again she saw my earring den tot tat i wear lotz ear stud den tell her in not happy tone say one gt one hor... den she die die oso wanna me take up out or else no face ma den say is fanciful de so cannt wear oso take up idiot shorty wat can i say den eat in class la talk with jin hua haha... no one finish her compo la hahah who cares abt her haha.. realli dislike her a lotz.... see her wanna beat n whack her up almost all the time cuz she her tat face will hate it haha... slp abt one of one n half period during ss cuz realli cannt take it liao.. haha... so damm slppy... hehe.. =p after tat physics lesson den poa... end sch le meet up ah gong cuz she wanna go central check her hp gt wat problem la and how much would it cost for the repair... den pei her haha.. walked past ntuc now outside ntuc gt one take the weight and height machine which always gt lotz of ah pek auntie la dunno y haha.. den i today den know tat itz free no wonder so many ppl take la is ta measure the BMI thingy haha.. me n ah gong take oso for fun she wanna check her weight i wanna check my height cuz the sch one is inaccurate den take liao find this machine more inaccurate in sch take get short at ntuc there i bcome more shorter haha.. if i knew it i wun go take abit xia suay lei haha.. paiseh de hehe... =x den walk past few weighting mahcine those needa give 20cents de ah gong go weigh haha.. so funni n cute =x wenta big bookshop to buy foolscape paper n my papa say i have to study frm this week onwards fun is over so bought one chinese assesment lor jux to do n show him onli i dun study mah chinese one haha.. now have ta act guai haha.. but is gd la do liao maybe i can score a1 or 2 den no need to retake mah chinese can concentrate on the others at the end of the year for the other O level subject haha.. =x walk to the bus stop accompany ah gong wait for her bus106 to come den walk home haha... n play comp n slp hehe... oso no study =x hehe...

2005-03-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

morning woke up at 8.15 late for mah tuition hahha... and i wanna late too hehe... den reach there at 9.30 so gd haha... at 11am wenta maths class and is another teacher again so sian de everytime change teacher think this maths class is a waste of money but my papa wan it haix.. one month gave 400 plus for maths lor... until now the maths teacher today is 4th or 5th teacher liao (exlcude the original teacher) hahaha.... waste money.... lesson end liao walked to bugis walked ard seiyu for a while to find my earrings... den buy takoyaki n eat n took mrt home.... den in the mrt i realise tat my phone was shut haha.. no wonder is silent whole day ahaha... den i switch it on la haha... after a while angel called me... asking me out... but surely cant hahha.. n she said she called my hse no one pik up n thinks tat my mum was nt at home hhaahaha... so reached home onli my papa at home hahha.. so i asked him n he said ok... haha... so angel come to mah hse at 4pm and leave mah hse at 4.30 den took bus 105 to orchard.. alight at the scotts isetan there.... we cross the road and go to zaara buy one spagetti strips for 16.90 haha... cheap rite?? heheh... den walk to borders bought one book call angel n demon author of da vincci code hahha... waiting for chee fatt to lend me the da vincci code haha... den walk to a shopping mall forgt call wat liao jux beside the isetan onli hahha.. went in n angel wenta ask few jobs for job vaccancy haha... den walked to far east... she did ask for some again some need 18 n above age nt reach hahha... den met caiyun n alan haha... eh.. den shop here n there la cant rmb there much haha... =p at far east the level 1 found the earring i wan at last hahha so happy =) and angel continue to look for vancancy la hahha.. until 7plus we walked to hereen n shop a while den go to sakae n eat till 9 plus den go home.... took 106 in the bus met one auntie which i know frm work las time haha.. everytime saw her but din get her contact number this time i ask for her number haha.. free time i can go find her hehehe... silkpro promoter hehe... wanna buy silkpro stuff can find her hahha... =x

jux now call tat pig(my dear boi) he is slpping again idiot la... listen liao quite fed up hahha... hang up fone la wat else can i do -.- wait till tmr den see bah... now headache abt buying one thing haiz... cant write here hahha.. scare the person read liao noe hahha.. eh.. tatz all le la tmr have ta go sch so sianz... tired liao go slp le hahha... sayonara =p

2005-03-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

slept at 3.30am and woke up at 11am hahha... watched tv buy lunch with brother's gf for my mum, brother and two of us.... at 2 plus asking me out to watch movie den i cant confirm wenta ask my dad but later have to tell mum so scary ahhaha... cuz ytd she dun let me out so i tot today oso cant la... haha... later on me wenta tell my mum tat i going out later to take things frm frenz and will oso go watch movie la so she ask till wat time and i said abt 7 or 8 will come back liao cuz san oso have dinner later on her grandma's bdae haha.... wenta to packed my things tot tat san will be waiting so i rush here n there in the end i ok liao she still haven so waited for her till 4 plus den meet her at the mrt station so end up we din get to watched our movie so we end up shopping din intend to spend any of my money cuz have ta CONTROL myself hahha.. in the end so earring but 2 for 5 bucks den bought two astro boi one for $5.95 and gave one to san as her very belated bdae hahha las year bdae present la... haha.... when we choosing the astro boi we are like mad one la and like those very tao ren yan de customer cuz we choose here and there take this and tat for a long long long time hahha... ppl will wanna kill us hahha.. laugh here n there oso las time we at tat shop we picked 50bucks hahha.. lucky rite hahha we use tat money to eat hahha... before we buy the astro we went to edge and shop and bought another belated bdae present for her fren at the 77th street den wenta take neoprints hahah... ehh.. den afta the long choosing part it was already 7.15 lidat and she was late so we took cab she alight first den me take to central cuz have ta buy things den bought mac for mah dinner hahha.. thinking of skipping dinner but too hungry so no choice buy mac if not i can save tat money up hahha.... hmm.. tatz all le hahha.. ta ta... =p

2005-03-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

dammit y is she always lidat... always dun let me out one ask for her permission still get some scolding or nagging y is she always lidat.... haix... wat can i do she is mah mum have ta listen to her... =( today jux ask her can i go central for a while oso cannt say wat frenz so impt ar nd big ar?? call u out u go out.... i was like 'what da hell man' central is so near to mah hse i oso cannt go..... den angel was asking me out today den surely cannt one waiting for her to go out oso dun have... afternoon bell help me mke my eyebrow gave mum saw it she start her nagging song again while i was talking on the phone with angel at the same time.... her voice is always so lound and angel could hear all the things she said loud and clear -_- when i saw her i was hinting bell but she dun feel it haha.. afta she finish her song me and bell continue haha.. afta finish making mah eyebrow she wanna play mah face hahaha... she was so violent man... she fail liao even making hair style oso so violent... haix... me drop lotz of hair la... nxt time is mah turn for revenge hahha... kiddin.. bleah... den afta she had finish me fall asleep and wake up at 7.30pm and see tat mah mum was not ard dammit i shouldnt have fall aslp den i could go out idiot man...!!! tmr no one is free to acc me and i dunno i have the chance to go out not cuz i mux see tat my mum was not ard den i have the chance to go out... haiz....

this one will be quite a long one haha... yesterday..................
late for schooll.... skip geo lesson and wtd to skip physics too cuz have a test but kana spotted by mr ng this is the second time me and kaini spotted by him and oso it was on thursday haha.. when we crossing the traffic light we was laughing all the way and mr ng was waiting for us outside the school gate haha... =x den sit for da physics test only know how to do few question hahah failed again... haha.. den p.e. wenta throw javelin again haha.. i was addicted already so fun haha.. den basics mrs pek call us to do one study time table for her and me draw the table till so sux till i dun wanna do it anymore wenta chat with fatt they all and jin hua was holding a bbq at nite and was near his hse haha.. so happy BUT the next thing was will my mum let me go????? haix.... den maths lesson lhs din come again and so wenta join 5N1 and dunno wat mrs peggy koh teaching cuz everyone talks and i oso din bother to listen to wait till lhs back and teach us haha.. den hse meeting and go for poa lesson afta poa waited for lck to get angel's testimonial and saw the namelist tat onli 4-5 ppl come collect their testi... went home after tat... no one at home and i cant jux go out lidat i sure die one la... call mum's hp surely no one ans but stil have ta try den call dad's fone oso no one ans try few more times den have and mah dad sure allow me one so happy hahha... and me finish change all this and meet angel pass her her testi and i go his hse meet him first... slack at his hse for one hour till 7plus cuz the bbq start at 7.30 and we walk to jin hua hse cuz is very near hahha... the bbq was fun hahah... when we reach there saw the guys setting up the bbq pit cuz it is jin hua jux bought it and the guy was fixing it den he wenta help them and call me go inside join the gals den ok lor haha... after a while see lotz guy come in and play play station2 those lazy bum la hahaha... cant rmb gt who la too many hahha... me esther kaihui yiling and cheryl wenta help jin hua to take the food out.... when the fire set up oreadi he came in sit on da sofa watching hanfeng fatt they all play games... haaha and me wenta sit beside him haha... =p 8.30 cheryl n yiling wenta up to the second floor and watch tv i forgt tat it was thurday was showing 'chase' tat show den he tell me liao i faster wenta up and join them watch ahha... throw him there ahaha... =x sit there watch tat time cheryl tell me tat mah dear boi looks like utt i was like huh?? haha... i say utt so cute and handsome my boi so ugly haha... =x where look alike she say is the nose and eye or mouth la couldnt rmb hahha.. den after a while he came up bringing his food and join us watch saw only gt the two gals and say he shy dun dare to come near and i call him the sofa no place liao the gals wanted to shift and i say no need la he sit on da floor can liao haha.. =x heheh.. mean to mah boi hor? hahah... i will sayang him de la heheh... den when having commercial break yiling and cheryl went dwn to get some food and eat and i tell him wat cheryl said to me la... and i tell him wat i said to cheryl oso hhaha... den haven finihs watching but think going to end liao we wenta dwn oso to take food and eat la... den the gals wanna see me and him who taller ma den he keep saying he shorter than me and i keep staring at him cuz he always lidat and the gals believe him... den go dwn get food tat time me saw yiling and cheryl looking at us den i rmb they wanna see our height hahha... den he act again idiot boi hahah... there the grass there have one snail den i forgt abt it and when walking to him tat time i accidentally step on it i was like omg lor first time killed a snail and i keep saying sorri but no use lor the snail die liao =x den went in see kaihui racing the car game with navin den afta tat he played with navin too... later they change the game, they play olympics so cute the game and funny zhiwei ah long joel they all play and we all keep laughing so fun haha... oh ya when bbq-ing the stupid joel navin they all keep disturbing him and poke his ass haha... so funni de and he took the bbq stick and wanted to took revenge hahha.... oh ya when joel come tat time i forgt who la the jin hua's dog and chase joel the dog is so cute and small and when i go there tat time the idiot jun wei take the dog and chase me too wanting to take revenge frm me cuz at sch i always pinch him ma hahha.. and my dear boi din help me he keep help the ppl there setting up the bbq pig la him hahaha... den they chase joel and joel was running here and there haha... he say he nt scared of dogs but the dog is dirty tatz y he doesnt wanna go near it haha... and boi tell me tat joel scare of spiders and lotz of other animals too hahaha... worst than me at least those small spiders i still nt scare hahha i will jux kill it oopz =x hahah... den at 10 plus the guys wanna go out to the park there and play catching and he told me tat there will lotz of monkey there and the forest is jux beside the park and it was very dark there i tot tat after he bring them go liao it will be 11 den he can send me home liao hahaha... and still gt half an hour we went back to jin hua there cuz he wanna eat haha... went in saw hanfeng navin and joel inside they play cheat de say can hide anywhere but nt the hse lame la hahha... heard kaihui voice then he say they playing majong and i ran up agin haha... but onli see them play 2 rounds and i have ta go home liao din get a chance to play and learn sianz... nxt time wanna have a bbq again was so fun... den he sent me home... i wanna miss some bus then go home he say cannt cuz later he no bus go home but we waited so long den saw one bus 106 b4 tat saw those guys playing catching at the bus stop too so funni haha.. den saw benedict walking to jin hua hse oso think he alight at the wrng bus stop la den he tell me where zit den bus come liao me fall aslp la den he wake me up i was like har.... so fast reach liao ar... no good de haha... den he alight first wenta central and take buz 173 back and called me reached home msg me... reached mah hse dwnstair saw my father waitin for me and i guess correctly cuz he said tat b4 i go home call him and i told him oso tat las time when i work till 11pm de my papa will wait for me at the mrt station hahha.. lucky he no send me till mah hse there las time told me dun send me till my hse cuz is dangerous haha.... went home liao mum scold haiz.. say 11reach home y so late i say nt 11 leave the place meh?? then she not happy tatz y today cant go out bah... one of the reason tat i cant go out today la... =( reached home i msg-ed him and he told me tat he managed to take the last bus home i say so lucky hahaha... nt long... me fall aslp le haha... tatz all hehehe.... =p

2005-03-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

we have been together for one month le.... we cant meet each other todae.... ytd call him ask him todae realli cant meet and he say "u miss me so much ar cant wait to see me?" den i was like diaoz... u this thick skin guy hahha... haix... jux now call him he say lata call back msg him oso no reply dunno wat he doing la.... always so busy with his things de.... this pig den sometimes he is not busi at all BUT he fall aslp real PIG man haha...

hmm... today is another boring day.... first period social studies our dear miss lilian leong again talking abt her grandma story hahha... den one period chinese and THREE periods of ENGLISH die man think her lesson is worst than miss leong lesson lor... more boring bah... and is a torture cuz u can fall aslp haix.. haha... den recess... 2 periods of maths, 2 periods of geography free period cuz mr leong on course again haha.. den chemistry talking with frenz and las period form teacher period calling ppl to join events for the coming sports hit and sports day haha... talking all da way =D den wenta central with kaini bought a neutrogena acne pot cream at watson den afta tat walk to guardian and saw the witchy stick and i rmb i wanna buy tat but nt the neutrogena one sianz... haha... buy liao lidat lor wait till i use finish den buy the stick and use haha.... walk to the bus stop saw ivan den we all took bus 147 and kaini come to mah hse and use da comp haha... check her friendster den play goundbound lol.... she say she long long time no play liao la... hahha... at abt 5pm she went home.... haha....

hmmm... nothing to write le la talking on phone with mah mama ---> angel hahha..........................................

2005-03-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

first day of sch late haha... still in holiday mood ma i think set my fone alarm clock at 5.30am to giva eunice morning call but din hear my fone sorri lei eunice hahha... she woke up late and take cab to sch... as for me i woke up at 6.50 dun wanna get up la fone ring again at 6.20, 6.25 and 6.30 hahha but no use de.... i shut it off and continue to slp hahaha... den woke up liao faster wenta iron my shirt pack my bag brush mt teeth blar blar blar... hahha... den kaini msg me at abt 7.05 lidat telling tat she will be late again n i tell her i oso late hahha... met her at the bus stop as usual la... reach sch at 7.30 i think forgt to bring my watch haha... paid $2 fine sian earli morning spent $2 hahha... mom at last give me pocket money and i can start to save up my money le hope i wun spend away hahha.. chinese lesson give that short teacher my pink form and i din late for few weeks liao lor when i gave her the form she ask y i late so often--> ( wei se mo ni zui jin yi zhi chi dao) den i -_- fuk up la always kp de den ask y i late with kaini i say in attitude tone tat we both overslpt ma cannt meh den go to sch togehter la siao one this person me and kaini cannt go to sch together when we are late meh bo liaoz... hahha.... oh ya first period in da morning solastri den think she earli morning oso eat wrong medicine la.... suddenly say wat if whole class din attend her lesson she will not teach and like she will do tat and if she realli does tat it still ok with me hahha... but the thing which i m nt happy with her is tat wat if some students realli very sick and did not come to sch no brain one her... hack care la and she say she plan all the lesson properly liao but everytime she wrote which day wat lesson she wil be conducting oso dun have lor make us bring so many things and now almost one month over liao she still haven finish discussing her comprehension with us lor buay tahan hahha...

ehh... nothing much happen in sch la... erm... today my classmate some ask me why i suddenly become so black haha... den some guys 'suan-ing' me sianz.. hahha..

tot today can meet him haix.... dun have again tmr oso cannt he say have ta wait till thursday or friday lor.... but wanna meet him tmr lei... cuz one mth liao haiz... one week no meet liao =( ...................................................

2005-03-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

tot tat today wun be going out le la haha... den at 1plus i wenta slp hahha... cuz oso cant meet him la... when i wake up was abt 4 or 5 lidat watch tv still in da blur mood la haha... den channel 8 showing happy sunday veri funny i kept laughing la at commercial break went to my brother room disturb my father hahha cuz he playing game hahha... den he say me watch tv keep 'sha xiao' for wat den i tell him watching heppy sunday den very funni ma.... hahha.... wake up liao see my brother and his gf not ard and my mum oso not at home den my father going out den i say ok i oso going out ( joking de la) hahha... den he say ok let me go out but before ten have to come back home den i say orh hahha... play comp half way my fone rang den i din see the number properly and tot tat it was san who called den i listen to da voice like not her lei i listen liao blur blur hahha.. den in the end realise is angel hahha.. she still dunno abt this hahha... we meet up at out hse the bus stop there la she say she dun wanna stay at home me too den we go to orchard haha... alight at the isetan bus stop there walk to wisma... walk walk den go to takashimaya and eat the jap noodle dunno call wat la very nice de cost $3 hahha... we always buy tat and eat de haha... she wanna take pic so finish eating liao we walk to hereen there and take lor hahah... so fun this is the first time took with angel hahha... she say she wanna take again next time haha... we took two mahine de spent $20 hahha... hahha... oh ya i spent money and buy one giordano pink color spagetti strip hahha... $14 dammit i realli cannt go out la everytime i go out sure spend my money de haix... hahha... have ta lock up my atm card and money in a place and throw away the key so i wun be able to spen haha... but cannt throw da key away la next time need to use the money go where find the key hahha stupid ideal =x den finish taking the pic was 10pm liao have to go home haha... we too the 106 at the bus stop behind taka den when we crossing the road angel saw bus 106 and ask wanna chase the bus not den i tot tat we wun be able to catch bus den the tracffic light turn to green man le so i ran lor den behind i heard one guy shout oie to us den angel oso dunno i was going to run and she say she wearing skirt i was running and laughing at the same time hahha.. catch the bus liao den wait for angel ma hahha... so funni... hahha.... reached hoome 10.30 liao den tot afta finish meeting angel can meet him but he din reply my msg till i was reaching home sian.... miss the chance again haix... tmr cant meet too cuz have to go home straight afta my tuition next week den have the chance bah hope so hahha....

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